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Warten
Warten
Auf was?
Kannst du mir das sagen?
Denn das
Was wir doch alle planten
muss jetzt warten
Wie lange ist die Frage?
Bis zu den erträumten Tagen
Warten
Warten
Auf Antworten
Die wir hoffen zu haben
Doch lass uns nicht versagen
An den Gedanken
Des Wartens
Lasst uns lieber Barfuß durch das Gras rennen
Und im Herzen brennen
Lasst uns nicht überschwemmen von Gedanken
An denen schon so viele ertranken
Sondern unsere Kräfte tanken!
Lasst uns hoch in den Himmel blicken
Und Gedanken an Betroffene schicken
Lasst uns die Zeit des Wartens nutzen
Um nicht nur Netflix zu suchten
Sondern sie der Familie zu schenken
Oder an die zu denken
Die nun in Angst und Armut leben
Oder in Ungewissheit schweben
Lasst uns diesen Menschen beistehen
Und mit ihnen den Weg gehen
Denn auch wenn wir
Warten
Warten
Und uns fragen
Auf was?
Denn das
Was wir doch alle planten
muss jetzt warten
Können wir den Weg als Gemeinschaft wagen
Aus dem warten und dem Fragen
Entstehen wunderschöne Farben
Denn wir lernen zusammenzuhalten
Und unsere Flügel zu entfalten
Neues zu entdecken
Und nicht davor zu erschrecken
Nun besteht das Warten aus Farben
Farben
Farben
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#loveunites

Being a human being is hard. It fucking is.

It’s feelings and emotions and pain and confusion and helplessness.

We all are different but I believe that deep in our heart we all long for love and peace.

Some people try hard and minimise their lifestyle to save the planet. Some try to spread as much love as they can. Some work their ass off, for other people, without profiting from it.

But some of us have been destroyed by society. We learned to look after ourselves first. We need money, we need things. We buy and buy. Most things we own have been made by a suffering human being. We eat food that kills and tortures animals. We are egoistic. Regarding so many aspects of life.

We need to learn to be loving again. To care for our planet. To look out for our friends, our classmates, the people we go to work with, the people we meet on the street and the people we don’t know. 

And some people try. They try really hard.

But it’s depressing. It’s depressing to be trying hard. It’s depressing to not eat meat, when others laugh and buy chicken wings from kfc, and are proud of that. It’s depressing to be helpful and always end up being the stupid one doing all the work and not even being appreciated or respected by the others. It’s depressing to love when people don’t accept that you love who you love. It’s depressing to include everyone in you community, when others think that they have the right to insult people because of the way they look, because of their job, because of their sexuality, because of their gender, because of their status, because of their believes. It’s depressing to see people’s lives getting ruined by hateful people, by intolerant people, by people who haven’t learned what love means. What it means to live on this small planet, as a part of a human community, that should be in balance with the rest of the life on Earth.

And the worst thing: no matter how hard you try. No matter how MUCH you want this world to be a GOOD place. A place for everyone. A peaceful place. No matter how much you want that, no matter how hard YOU try, you won’t be the one who changes the world. 

Because there are people who are hateful. 

And that hurts, it hurts to fucking much.

But we shouldn’t give up! If we, who love, unite, the message can be spread. The message, that love is beautiful. Love unites. And love heals the wounds that hate creates.

So stop being afraid of love, stop being addicted to power and start to live. 

blue fire

Thoughts flooding your head
And asking questions you’ll never be able to answer
Listening to mythical music
And thinking of all the people fighting right now
Suffering, feels, people
Down like a weak flower
That needs water again
And somehow everything I think is not good enough
Why, I ask, turning in circles
A blue dress of silk, flying
The sun, shining
On my head
It’s warm
Where is the world? Is it okay?
I shut myself out of it, in this glass house, on this lawn
And when I open the door, comets come falling down the sky, 
Letting everything burn, 
High flames, devouring everything I’ve known
My hand touches the burnt trees
It’s goodbye

Grateful-19

Towers high as the sky
Grey faces in the windows
Staring outside
And realising
For the first time in their lives
How beautiful the streets they walked are
The rustling leaves over their head
The flowers on the verge of the sidewalk
And in that moment
They feel a longing
To feel the wind on their skin
The sun on their face
And feel a love
For this little world
They never saw properly


And I wish
That after all of this
We are more grateful
For what we take for granted
Every day