Amidst the gray, a journey's cast, Concrete walls, the memories last. A soul unfolds, a tapestry spun, In hues of stone, a battle won. The rough embrace, a sturdy ground, Where secrets whispered, yet unbound. In cold, austere, a spirit's quest, Emerging bold, amidst the rest. Through cracks and crevices, they roam, Embracing strength, to find their home. Resilient heart, with colors blend, In fortress walls, a truth ascend. In Bavarian halls, firm and sure, A metamorphosis, pure and pure. The texture speaks, emotions rise, A symphony of growth defies. From concrete gray to vibrant bloom, They shine through shadows, breaking gloom. A masterpiece, a work of art, In every crevice, love imparts. In a realm of rolling hills so green, A soul bloomed true, yet unseen. Amidst cobblestones and ancient halls, A journey embarked, within stone walls. Whispers danced, secrets concealed, A vibrant spirit, a truth revealed. Through amber sunsets and snowy nights, A tender heart sought its own lights. A tale of courage, a quest to find, The colors of the heart, unbind. In Bavarian echoes, winds would blow, A spirit soaring, letting go. With strength to stand, against the tide, In radiant hues, they'd come alive. In each sunrise and twilight's glow, A transformation, they'd come to know. Through trials faced and friendships found, A kindred spirit, hearts would surround. For in the shadows, brave and bright, A transcendent soul embraced the light. Amidst concrete walls so strong, A journey starts, where dreams belong. In hues of gray, the texture cold, A heart unfolds, a story told. Through rigid paths, they seek their way, In silent whispers, they convey. A world encased, in stone and steel, Yet tender souls, their truths reveal. The concrete's touch, rough and firm, A metamorphosis, they affirm. In cracks and crevices, they find, A strength profound, their souls aligned. Amidst the gray, a bloom of grace, A vibrant spirit finds its space. In Bavarian halls, a tale unfolds, Where concrete binds, yet hearts break molds.
late-night-thoughts
it’s late. i guess i should go to bed. i need to get sleep. i think? … why did i need sleep again? i can’t seem to remember. maybe that’s why i needed sleep. so that i could grasp reality again. it’s so beautiful in here though. in my mind. thoughts of you lingering around. it doesn’t feel like i’m awake. … i can feel you. your presence is still in the air although you were never here. i’m in my room - i think? it feels so unfamiliar. you feel familiar though. and your presence. i see the outlines of your face. floating in midair. you’re like a ghost. you’re beautiful. familiar. you’re here. living in my head rent-free. … especially at times like this. i could call it early in the morning instead of late at night to make me feel better? i have to get some sleep. but i don’t want to lose you. your face. your form. your presence in my heart. … i need to wake up tomorrow. why? you’re here now. tomorrow i’m alone again. i don’t want to be. i should go to sleep. but you’re the best hallucination i ever night-dreamed. maybe i can stay awake a little longer. just five more minutes. please?
when i opened my eyes i saw nothing. blue. i saw blue and to be honest, i was feeling a little blue, too. the clouds are passing by and morphing into new selves kind shapes dreamy free. being a cloud must feel inspiring being nothing and so much at the same time a white fluffy orb traveling the skies blessing human eyes with pictures shadows cloudiness. and even clouds feel the need to cry sometimes even though they don’t have to be anywhere even though they are in a constant process of evolving. but maybe a cloud is sad to leave to not have a home the next time that i’m sad and feeling caged in this life that was built for me i will think about the cloud and it’s dream of a home.
Wicked Queen
Evil life
May I say: Evil child
She wants to grab your crown
Wants to snatch it
She tries to take it
By any chance
She smiles while she kills
And when she’s done you won’t know
Cause you‘ll be gone
She‘ll bring darkness
And she‘ll smile
With her wicked heart
Deeply sorry for what will come
A kingdom shall rise
By the hands of a evil queen
Go my dear, flee
If you still can
Cause she‘ll come
The wicked queen
Shades of Blue
The ocean - The nightly sky Fishes in the endless depth of the sea The shimmering wings of a bee Flowers on green grass And butterflies dancing in our vital gas Berries on a shadowy weed, Blood, before you bleed; Your uncle’s new tweed. The tears you shed On the fresh sheets of your bed The flame on your stove, Dreaming of my favourite cove Small diamonds dropping out of a cloud And our feelings That we enshroud.
mercy
mercy is our greatest weapon
we can make friends by offering it
or enemies by denying it
such great power comes within one single choice
we can always somehow choose how people act around and towards us
by deciding how we act around them first
mercy is our greatest weapon
we can wield it as sword
or hold it as a shield
it's your choice
entstanden August 2020
Black Lives Matter
SPEECHLESS speechless was I when I saw, saw what had happend NO WORDS no words for the pain one had to feel, many had to feel I can't breathe. WE can't breathe, can't brethe anymore, cause there's hatred, fear and injustice kneeling on our necks, pushing us down, destroying lives, peace, and love and then there's no more air and we can't breathe EVERYONE everyone can see, can hear, can feel and there's no denying that there must be change I have a dream, I have a dream that we stand together, unite hands, I have a dream that we treat each other as equals, raise our voices and break those boundaries I have a dream, as one had 57 years ago, and it still hasn't happend Let's make it happen, Let's make it better, because BLACK LIVES MATTER
You Can Go Your Own Way
Loving you is not the right thing to do I wanna forget everything you've ever said If I could I would take back my world The world you stole from me How can I ever change back to who I was? You can go your own way And leave me alone Take a different path into the opposite direction Let me enjoy the peaceful loneliness you left me in Start walking and never come back You can go your own way And discover something new Something I'm glad I'll never see Live your own life Your life I'm never gonna be part of again You can go your own way now
dreaming
I’m dreaming of things We’ll never do I’m dreaming of us Me and you And when I wake up I wonder what that was What that was in my head When I wake up My dreams aren’t dead
code
There‘s no good There‘s no bad There‘s no happy There‘s no sad There‘s no love And there‘s no pain There‘s no crazy There‘s no sane This is life And what we feel … most likely Isn‘t real welcome to the simulation